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Thursday 14 April 2016

In My Loneliness

"don't love me if my solitude is sweeter than you"
I have learnt to love me
Love every part that eludes the eyes of man
From the scars inbetween my breasts that run so deep, it has imprints on my heart,
my heart that ached for you, that longed to get love in return,
To my thighs, that have been bruised by your constant need to satisfy the demons that dwell in you
My ears, so little yet patiently listen to all the lies you tell waiting to hear the truth
the real truth, cos with you, there are two different truths

In my loneliness,
I have learnt love is not all about pleasing you
my loneliness has shown me happiness,
In my loneliness, i found love, i found solace
Love that i never got from you

I am in love with my loneliness
For me to love you,
you have to love me with all the good, the bad, the scars, and all my short comings
For me to love you, you have to be sweeter than my loneliness...


In truth I have been working on this piece for a very long time... Like 2-3months and it is amazing how I needed just one line to close the writing and I woke this morning with fresh eyes and read through and I realised I was done with this writing a long time ago.
For me... It didn't need anything more, nothing extra, it is just perfect the way it is.... I hope you liked it.


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